I wonder if I will ever find someone

I probably won't. And learning how to live with that is one of the hardest challenges in my life.

Connecting with someone to the point of meaningful relationship is just too hard when there are so many issues dancing in your mind, or when you are emotionally illiterate. Not getting the opportunity to fully interact with people that share my age is another big problem.

I'm just afraid one day I will wake up and cry to the fact that I never had the chance. And when I had it, I just didn't have the confidence to make use of it.

I just want to save enough to go to college. That's all, I will take care of the rest of the problems later.

I know that is a mistake, but I can not deal with too many things at this time.

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